Today is a very sad day cos Meifong's favourite rabbit has died. When I rec'd her msg, I was in the office doing unitek bands, I felt very sad.
Back at home, I read meifong's blog , see her pictures with Tutu and the words she wrote. I teared. Live is so fragile. And meifong has such a close relationship with Tutu.
Wish to tell Meifong that Loving memories live in the heart. I m very woried cos I don't know how Fong gotta take it. Im very worried about her yet I dont know what I can do. She is very close with TuTu. Whenever I go her house, she will show to me TuTu and tell me some habits of tutu. I feel so sad. I wish to comfort u but I dont know how to. I'm sorry about your loss. I'm sorry that I could do nothing for u. Im sure that u will remember Tutu.

Today watch Red star awards with Mother. =)
Lucky pornsak win and Ou Xuan win. .
HEaved a sigh of relief for Ou Xuan cos if she doesnt win, she'll be in bad shape. Heng for her.=)

Poor colleague Karen is still sick. Hope she gets well soon. . Wish her a quick recovery soon.
Though last last friday there was some unhappiness due to the mc thingy, well, everyone errs and what's important is that we learn . Sincerely, hope this good friend of ours will resume her bubbly laughter soon, it's uncomfortable to be sick. =D Jia u! Happy resting !!

Last week was a unhappy week for me, except meeting Grace was something happy for me. I love the chat with Grace.
I was on PMS (before menses) last week so I felt really down and moody. Lucky I had Meifong and Dear's comfort. Thanks! The two Bs in my life.
I had my menstruation on Friday. Was feeling really unwell on Friday during work. Lucky finally I tolerate till the end of the day. I was really uncomfortable that I jumped onto my mattress after bath when I reached home. Sorry Dear, I fell aslp and leave u alone. Thanks for ur sweet understanding =D

OH ya, the idea of getting a PSP for Dearie is call off. 400++ wow.. so ex. I initially tot it's 100++ for PSP. Then I started asking around to realise it's 300+. Sweetest Dear told me not to buy cos he know that I have no money and also it's ex. Thanks, u r so sweet. Oh ya, thanks to my sweet friend who helped me checked out details of PSP. thks

Today on Facebook to let mummy see Cherie's photos. Very innocent and sweet face. =) Haha, on the bus when Im alone, I'll look at Jan and Cherie's photos and videos. They make me smile. So cute and likable. Also helped mum start a new hotmail account. Hehe..

A cute picture

Weather is so warm, lucky office got air con. BUt once out of office, I start to get a bad headache. Even walking to work each day, I sweat badly.Been washing my hair twice daily.

Due to my menses coming soon, I've been feeling rather down in mood lately and restless.
very moody. feel like crying. But I dont know what makes me that.
Perhaps cos I hate working days are rainy mornings, I hate april being a long month to get pay, perhaps tat's many things I want havent do , perhaps I miss my close friends, perhaps I hate my pimples. It has been a long time since I got new closet.
Hope that I wake up everyday having happy things happening. I can't wait to be happy . Gloomy.


Today, I went to catch 17 again with Lian and Mary. hehe.. 4 stars show. very entertaining and the story is well flown, funny, touching and everything else and I've got myself good company with me. This is the first time I watch movie with Lian and Mary so Im feeling very happy. . We bought lots of snacks end up we eat v little cos the show is too nice. Only the start of the show then we eat. . the rest of the time we glued our eyes to the screen.
Good day.
Hehe, today finally pass to Huilian her present. Glad she like it. Happy 1 yr friend!! =)

Oh ya, Mummy mend ah pooh for me le. =D super grateful. I wanna treat her eat but pay's not in!BOO! Hate that april is so long.

Wow.. I eating fat strawberries ..yeah!!

Today we eat Simon's baby full month cake. Wow, mango crepe cake is very nice. So I went online to search. =)

This is the pic of the cake. Yum Yum =)

Today, I did some planning on my bf birthday celebration. Decided on the venue to bring him liao but later I realised a bit worried whether it will be very crowded on wkends. So i drop the idea.
I cant say the name of the place here as he will visit my blog every now and then.
The venue is meant to be a surprise to him.

Hint: Not buffet

Anyway, it's really very disapointing that I cant take leave on 22!

Fong, I miss u!

Thanks Meifong for buying me a melody notebk! Hehesz v happy when i read ur msg.

Oh ya, Today marks the day where the basketball target was met. =) Yeah, we were all very happy. Dear was even more pro, on his own, he hit 400++ .. Clap. Born to be a sports-ball game expert.

It has been a long time since I do a very detailed blogging. Recording in details what I did. This was partly because Im busy and tired. Working is so busy so every day I come home shag and wobbly. And for rest day. I will be out on a packed schedule with Dearie. I feel so ease with him that I always cant bear to bid him goodbye until end of the day.

Today, I took leave. So it's a blank day. No celebrations or occasion , no agenda in mind. Just a day of no work.

Went to Dearie's house pretty early in the morning. . . As I have changed my working bag instead of the grey sling bag, my ezlink wasnt in there. So Dearie have to end up asking many people (getting 2 rejections) to change coins for taking the bus. Thanks sweet heart.

We went to see Little Jan who was as usual cuddly. She has changed quite a lot from when I last seen her. I love her fatty hands n tiny legs. I love seeing her curious look n her beautiful eyes. Seeing Dearie whispering to Little Jan and Jan attentively saying some BB language is so cute. She seemed so attentive when Dearie ask her wana eat ice cream and he used finger to touch her lips, she quickly open her mouth and put her tongue out. Small little tongue.
His sis is so lucky to have such a cute Baby. This baby doesnt cry much so it's fun to play with her. Anyhow rojak her also can. She will curiously look back n occasionally give a cute smile. I love babies cos whatever u say to her, u dun hav to think. I hate thinking of subjects to talk. I love baby who is 4months! Haha, she has this protuding tummy and so tiny body. And can u imagine her alone sleep on the mattress and move her hands and kick her legs. Entertain herself. V cute.
Then, Dearie and I decided to play badminton. Lucky the badminton court was one block away from his house. We played badminton. This is the first time I played badminton with my Dear. IT's pretty fun.. hehe... Cause of the wind, we kept moving inside (void deck) and outside after wind seem less strong (court).. This game encouraged me to play badminton with Dearie more often. He's agile. Not like me, Dont run from my position. . So fun playing with him cos I dont have to pick the shutterc often. =D I hate bending down to pick up things.

Sweaty us went back to his house after half an hour of our badminton. Then we left his house. We went to eat sumo house. Order 3 side dishes and 2 main dishes. This lunch costed him $16. We didnt finish our food. Crabstick with mayo is nice. I love dumplings (fried) but dunknw why I didnt finish up the food. Free flow of green tea. Dearie and I kept toasting to each other. . =D

NExt, we headed to archade as plan and Dearie changed $4 of tokens. We teamed up and pray hard that we could reach stage 4. We failed. Fun! Usually I just watch him play and never team with him de. IT must be playing with sis that inspired me to play bball.

Lastly, we poped by for a move. Snipper cos the show LOve has only one show. 9.10pm, Too late. We just wanted to go in and rest and watch a show...
To my surprise, Snipper has a clear story line, easy to understand and the actors Huang Xiao Ming (same name as my bf) is quite yandao.. & ren xian qi also yan dao. Got edison also. Got looks no body. Boo! ANyway, the show is really good. I was not bored by any part.
Glad we watched this cos its nice & cos boyboy like this type of show. =D

After the show, around 3pm I bidded BoyBoy gdbye and headed home.

Everything has it's limitations. Iron ore cannot be processed to become gold.

woW..I long time never sign in to blogger, even my computer dun recognise me le. Haha.. Must retype my Id and Password. SO funny.

Just back from meeting Sis. So Happy can meet her. Went to eat suki. Relaxing as usual and lots of laugh in the air.. =D Wow we eat a lot of sushi today. Bill comes to around 28 in total. Wow I strongly recommend the cream puff at suki, it's nice. Didnt eat as much tuna as they didnt taste fresh.

Now, my right hand is aching from playing the BBall game with sis. Haha.. Super funny.

Oh ya, the story, sis got chase by the dog also very funny..
Wow, I love the presents I rec'd frm sis. =D Got jumbo photo frame w our photos (pics of us celebrating bdae tog this yr), a bracelet and Body shop shower foam..

Now me really v weak frm playing (due to lack of exercise over the yrs).. Fun day! though im tired, im glad I met up w sis.

Craving for potato chips.. =(

Watching
旗开得胜..in progress very nice.

Hello.. Blog. I just laugh out very loud cos I watch taiwan variety show on you tube..haha super funny their joke.

做你的男人 this song is nice

Today I went to Big aunt house to see cousin Jade's photo. Then I went out to buy some stuffs. About 2pm, I reached home. . .

Novena is my fav place to hang out when I want to go out alone to get stuffs. Hehe. =)

Ahhh. I felt so sleepy. . feel like sleeping but Im trying so hard to prevent myself from sleeping.. If I sleep, at night I will be an owl =X..

I love this song.
没那么爱他 by FanWeiQi

I hope Meifong has, then can take from her. Hehe I dedicate this song to one of my bestie from sch.
我懂失去的悲伤, 也懂进退的挣扎. 但想起过去都是失望, , 又何必要放不下 . 是习惯还是爱, 不放心还是不甘心 , 只有你自己知道解答 . 其实你没有那么爱他, 真的不需要那么想他编织过的梦想, 自己也可以抵达, (谁说一定要有他 ) 深呼吸抬 头望, 发现天空很宽广, 这世界那么大.拥有过的计划, 留给值得的对象, 你知道不会是他, 你就放下.

当你可以包容所有不完美，一切就是完美。世界没有完美。每个人都有缺陷。

Today marks the 101 days that I missed my Grandma. =(

wow im easily physically exhausted; I need lots of sleep.
Staying home is the least energy consuming . haha cos when Im tired, I can walk to my room and lie on my bed. Then I can close my eyes on the comfortable bed and sleep. haha.
Also, dun need talk to strangers just watch tv, hug hug ah pooh can le.

Today I feel v terrible. Abt the passing call. HAix sigh.

I am watching singapore show online. Housewife Holiday.

I love what the wife said. I only copied that english subtitles. The chinese is equally nice too.


There's this guy who two-timed and yet confronted his wife. The following is their conversation.

Background info: The vixen pinched herself and messed up her own hair. She complained to the husband that it was all done by his wife .

Guy: I thought the change only applied to your appearance, but even ur personality has changed.You beat her up and yet u act as if nothing happened.
Wife: What are you driving at?
Guy:Were you out of your mind? Assault is an offence.
Wife: So What if I hit her? (though she didn't hit) Did it pain your heart? (It pained her heart that he sided the woman so much and is so in loved with the woman to even help the woman to question her.) Did you expect me to thank her graciously?Thank her for stealing my husband?
Guy:But you shouldnt have taken it out on her.She's not wholly to blame for the affair.
Wife:What is that supposed to mean? That I caused you to fall prey to temptation? Or I'd given you so much freedom that you had another women?
Guy: I didnt say that. We cant control our feelings sometimes. (most irresponsible remark in the world!)
Wife: Sigh. (to think she's still willing to forgive him for the sake for the children and start refresh as long as he leave the woman . Yet, he didnt come to his sense and agree to leave the woman. He was not remorseful and ashamed at all. . )
Spare me that disgusting talk. I've come to my sense.When I fell off the bicycle and get stab by a robber, you showed none of this anxiety. Since you are so in loved with that woman, let's settle our divorce asap.
Guy: After our divorce ,you will have nothing. (threatened). Do you think you still can find another man?
Wife: Is that a dig at me? That I cant get a second shot at love?That no man would fall for a muck like me?
Guy: Fine. You forced me to do it. Dont regret it. (wow! so proud!?? ) We;ll get a divorce!

Back at the hotel,
Friend: What did your husband want? Did he want a reconciliation?
Wife: He was here to confront me.(wow wrong still confront people.) He said I have become scary. I have even used my fists.

That vixen poisoned the husband's mind.She's (woman) is so vicious.
Then again, the husband is at fault too for being besotted by her that he can't tell right from wrong.

He's impossible! He's worst than a beast!
Heartless creep. He even passed such sarcastic remarks. . . not remorseful at all.

He mocked at the wife that she cant find another guy.
When the guy saw that the wife has someone interested in her. He ran out to see what are they up to? He even thought she was using the guy to put up a show. You brought him to flaunt at me. When he saw her, he pushed his lips onto her and tried to kiss her. She pushed him away and slapped him. He was shocked. He thought that she wont push him away. She wanted him so much. Yup, she loved him and trusted him so much, yet he let her down. And not only is he never regretful, he raised his voice at her.

To that husband , his wife might be a frumpy old hag.
Guy: You are cheapening yourself!
Wife: Do you care? Why are you so angry? I am just a pair of used shoes in your eyes. Since you have decided to discard them, why do you still care who will pick up and put on the old shoes.

Friend: Your husband still cared about you. Or else he would nt have ran after you.
Wife: To me, that was an act of selfishness. He wants the best of both worlds. Even he doesnt want me, no other man can have me.
Friend: Maybe your husband still love you.
Wife: IF he still loves me, why is he is still with that woman? (true!)
Friend: If you give up your marriage like that, yours years of effort and giving will have been in vain.
Wife: I dont wish to give it up. A divorce marks a woman's greatest failure. I have no other choice. You cant expect me to share my husband with another woman. Or turn a deaf ear to his womanising and let him openly do this.

After watching, I felt that being a woman is not easy. Especially a woman who have given her youth and everything to the family and yet, what she gets is all these from her husband. One day to find out the husband has another woman.
I hope that I cant live happily ever with my boy and never ever have to face such scenario. . .It is sure a heart piercing pain that u suffered bad times with him and when he's richer now , he has another woman.
I believe that since they film this kind of show, it should be quite common around us. Hope that I will never ever have to deal with that kind of feeling. *shivers down my spine. What a heartless man.

Hey people, what are your objectives?
DO u think xiang yun should give in for the children's sake?
According to Ann Kok, if she goes home, all the more her husband will treat her as transparent since no matterhow he fools around, will forgive him for the sake of the children.

The ending is nice. The husband said this, " If I give u up, I'll lose u forever. Dear, forgive me. I was infatuated and got carried away. I've come to my senses. " Wife: " The temptations are everywhere. Especially a person like u, it's very easy to fall into temptations . I cant go through this ordeal a second time round. "
Husband: "I dont want to go through the pain and torture again. I wont commit the same mistake . Give me another chance. I'll prove to u that I'll change for the children and you. I'll work with u to build a happy home. We'll work at our relationship. You'll be an old hag no more.I was in the wrong, I promise to be a good husband from now on. ."