A sad news

23 nov. I will remember this day. The death of my beloved Grandma.
This has became a reality (though a truth I wish was just a wrong info)

All these came too fast. I have lost her. And it's forever.
Many times I almost lost her.. yet she hanged on. she pulled tru. Yet this time round, she didnt make it.
I missed her. I loved her. We were so closed. We were like daughter n mother to each other. We shared all the goods things. We lived in the same room. We cried together. We talked before we sleep each night. No more. Became memories forever.
No one could understand the strong bond between us.

I didnt bother to describe cos I dont know how to describe. I felt quite terrible when I think. So I try not to think. I could be normal if I dont think. I could laugh out loud. I could joke. I could play. Just dont remind me.. Dont ask me u ok..

Yet, I dont want to forget e fact..

Thanks.boy for ur help n companion. Thanx my beloved colleague lianx n red for ur offering of help when I told u this news. Realy shows that u r my bestest fren cum colleague.
Thanks gracie, lingxx, esther, fong, miow , joy,meng choo for dropping by the wake to show ur concern for me.. n nt forgeting fifi, karen, mari, etc who smsed me ur concerns..& alvin ...

I cant deny I feel terrible cos a nice person like grandma y she got such a painful ending. Like she suffered from illness n aging before her death.. But she has done so many gd deeds..
& Its sad to know that wat left is memories only. I dun wan to forget the memories too.

Now what I need is some time to pei my mum or time to be home. So for time being, I wun be going out or joining outing. I wana go home after work.